Aleksa is leaving for France tomorrow. It’s weird that she is not going to be here this semester. There will be no more spending an hour in giant, taking tea packets from hotel rooms, setting me up on blind dates, going on dubstep adventures, receiving frantic calls at all hours of the night, shopping for abstract objects at rite aid, training for marathons, cooking strange vegan dishes, having unusual encounters with strangers, tailgating with random people, watching funny videos and being overly loud for even the 2nd floor of the library, going on random excursions to obscure places, and so many other things that were so so nice (and others that really shouldn’t be said in a public forum).
Give her back France.
First day of school. The maintenance guy woke me up when he was banging on our door this morning and wasn’t sure what to do with myself after that because I only had one class. And it was from 3pm to 6pm. Ended up lifting weights and doing the P90X ab workout. And then I got ready. And then I waited. And then I played around with the walkie talkie that “Kevin” had left in my room. And then I waited some more. Haha I obviously need readings to be doing.
I am no longer upset about the game. Ok maybe a little bit…but we can only get better. A few of the Ravens need some more credits from Ball So Hard University, but you’ll be seeing them in the Super Bowl next year.
Today is the Chinese New Year. Mmmm It is nice to be back in College Park. And it is nice to talk to people I haven’t seen in awhile.
I went through several stages. First was shock. I sat there frozen. After came denial. I couldn’t believe it. Did that really just happen? Then I was angry. I went around pinning the blame on multiple moments and people. Then I was sad. I literally teared up. I tried to make myself feel better. Made chicken and rice that I normally enjoy, but today I had to force it down. Finally there was the wandering around, looking depressed. Now I have to try and move on with my life.
Football games are too emotionally draining…haha
I am so upset right now…
My brother just found out Neil Patrick Harris is gay. I still find it strange when I see him being anyone else other than Barney.
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Moved back in today. Winter break just seemed like a strange dream and now I’m back into my routine.
I have a ridiculous surplus of food that I need to eat, so I have room in my kitchen again. I also have a surplus of movies and shows I still need to watch.
But back to the main thing that is on my mind…I am so so excited for tomorrow.
Convinced my dad to play Just Dance.
Today was fun. Shopping and hanging out with my brother are two of my favorite things. Add an old friend into the mix and it’s near perfection.
Friends are good. For giving you reality checks and talking sense into you and reminding you of things you forgot and making you happy in general.
